Brain dead.

Wake up in the morning feeling like P.Ditty...JK. I stayed up all night feeling super shitty:i have bags, im hungry, my neck hurts, my back hurts, my butt cheeks are numb, and I'm moving slow as hell. lol...

So yea I stayed up all night. Some people stay up all night like often but without alcohol this is pretty rare from me. I need sleep so I can grow tall but yea I feel like I got shorter last night...I'm hoping that writing and thinking will make me sleep because for the past few hours I couldn't sleep at all :[ But finally I've thought until I can now think no more. My eyes, my muscles, my fat?, my brain are all telling me I need to sleep. It's weird knowing that just thinking has made me so tired. BTW did you guys know that the brain uses about 25% of your calories??? Assuming that you have a 2000 calorie diet. So yea probably more than that or less if you're my sister.

Dang this is cool: my facial hair grew in the past like 6 hours and 40 minutes I can feel it...manly heh.

I thought that me writing would make me go to sleep faster but it's failing...I can't stop thinking about school, [x], politics, future...well mostly [x]. I guess you guys can learn something about me today: I think a lot. Sometimes it's good I guess. Thinkings good. Other times, thinking keeps you up all night. I mean it's not just thinking. Or maybe it is. Nvm yea it is...My English teacher used to make me just free write. We HAD to write for a certain period of time and if we couldn't think of anything she told us to write "blah blah blah.... period period ....blah blah blah". Kind of school. She was my favorite English teacher. Yea that class was fun too.

I just coughed and almost peed my pants because I have to pee really bad right now but I have no energy to get up. And I did not pee my pants. I almost did. I'm not wearing pants. I'm wearing grey and white and black striped boxers. I don't really like these since they don't have that buttoned hole in the spot. But yea. That spot or hole whatever is nice to have. I don't like these.

So yea...everyone has graduation soon and went to prom or is going...except me. :[ fml...I hate weed...-_- I can't believe I can't walk...sucks a lot. At first when I found out I couldn't walk it was like ehh its just walking who cares. Same with prom. But now...fuck. I don't get to walk...or ask [x] to go to prom or even go to prom...

What am I going to do today...I hope sleep comes. At least until maybe like 3ish...Oh yay I'm getting more tired now. Before I started writing I was so tired and ready to sleep but it wouldn't come. When I was writing I became awake again and thinking and now I'm back to where I was except like a wee bit more sleepy. Can you guys believe that I'm writing this while laying down? Picture this. A guy lying down. Like as if someones sleeping. Face facing up, but he has a laptop on his lap and he's just typing. I feel so cool. If I get spelling and puntcuation right I'm going to be so proud of myself. Oh dang...I didn't spell punctuation**** correctly :\ But whatever I don't care.

I think one funny thing about staying up until now or even waking up this early, you can see who gets on fb in the morning...those fb addicts tsk tsk tsk...but it's ok fb is my homepage. and im sure for a lot of you guys too haha.

Dang...my rooms too bright even though its gloomy outside...-_- Shouldn't have ruined my curtains last 4th of July...I guess I'll just stay up. That means I'll sleep early today right? So my sleeping pattern will be back to normal...Ya that makes sense so I'll just stay up and deal with bags and being sluggish today. I have to get ready for medical school in 4 years anyways...I just don't know what to do...I guess I could go make food but...OH I just noticed that I don't have pictures in my posts...no wonder I only have 4 followers lawls....whatever this can be my personal diary...

Is this a long post...I do have no pictures...too lazy I was going to post pictures...No ones going to read this. But I'm not like Choibert who deletes his post because if i delete this I'll feel retarted because I don't know I wrote it and I wan't to post it. and it's my personal diary..oh yea it is. so I'm going to post this. Ok good news for me, my left eye has given up maybe if I stop writing the right one will do the same and my brain follows. goodbye diary I feel...shit I just spend like 4 minutes thinking of how I feel...I couldn't tell..But I guess I can feel more than one feeling. K if someone looked at me I probably look high as shit my eyes are like drooping and my eyes are always reddish Good morning.